看了自己的blog,才发现上一次写的那篇已经是快要四个月前的事了。有好几次想要把心里的不安写出来，可是到最后还是写不成。在圣诞节的今天，一股强烈的不安又再萌生了。
圣诞节～从小到大都是让我觉是温馨，欢乐的。小时候，家里的生意总是在这一天冠全年。每当听到圣诞节的歌曲，真的让我感到轻松许多，所有的烦恼顿时都随着宁静的歌曲飘到远方去。
今年，原本想到马六甲去庆祝的。无奈时间上的阻碍，再加上心理的牵挂，最后还是回到了槟城过圣诞。可是感觉上，以往的那种轻松自在已经找不回了。是因为真的心里的那件事而影响呢？还是人长大了本来就不能那么洒脱？我也不清楚...温馨和欢乐的气氛啊，你们在哪里???
圣诞节～好沉重。圣诞老人啊，如果哦你听到我的声音的话，请让我坚强起来吧！
hi yuanlin~~ aren't Christmas the day filled with joy and happiness?? though i'm not sure what's troubling u now, but hopefully u can cheer up soon~ maybe u don't have the solutions for your problems now, but 船到桥头自然直~ no worry so much la~~ merry Christmas and have lotsa fun yea=)
ReplyDeleteHi SueYing~ thx a lot for your care ya! Yaya, I do believe the same as you too~ praying hard! >.D
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas and have fun lol...
as we grew older, more n more things will come into consideration.. perhaps shld try 2 look @ da bright side like wat Sue Ying said.. wat will be will be =)
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year